I wanted to blog last night, but I couldn't quite get the words down right. Don't know if I will tonight. However, I want to say that I am NERVOUS as HELL about my surgery tomorrow.
I've had surgery before, but honestly, I don't remember much about it. It was when I got really sick with my gall bladder and they put me in the hospital for 9 days. I was pretty much drugged up for a couple days before surgery so I don't remember it.
This is different. I've been "preparing" for this for 2 weeks. And, thus, getting nervous for the past two weeks. This surgery is outpatient surgery. However, my doctor said it was a "big surgery". Yay... Still, it's surgery.
At my pre-op appointment, they showed me the list of the procedures that my doc will do. He is basically doing four different procedures on my foot. I can't even begin to tell you what they all are - they weren't written in normal people terms. Long story short, they are basically rebuilding the arch in my foot. I am glad about that, but so WAY nervous about the recovery part. I'll survive though. It will just take some getting use to.
So, nervous stomach ache and all, I think I am ready for this. I have lots of help lined up and I know I am in good hands. And, I've decided I'll just give it all to God. That's the easiest and smartest thing to do. Wish me luck and say a little prayer tomorrow at 10:15!